Lyrics
I stopped pretending I could changeWhat’s already been rearrangedEvery version of me beforeIs just a ghost I can’t restore
I tried to fix what never bendsI tried to make it make amendsBut every path I tried to takeOnly led me back to break
Tell me when I lost controlOr if I ever had it at allI feel it crawling through my skinLike something I was born within
I become the ruin, I become the painNothing left that stays the sameEvery scar I tried to hideNow is where I come aliveI become the ruin
No escape inside my nameI was always built from flameI become the ruin — I don’t break, I reign
I learned to breathe inside collapseTo find my truth inside the cracksEvery ending feels like homeEvery silence carved in stone
They called it loss, I called it mineA sacred form of wasted timeNow I walk through what remainsAnd wear it like it was my veins
If I was ever meant to healWhy does destruction feel so realI stopped resisting what I amAnd let it take me when it can
I become the ruin, I become the painNothing left that stays the sameEvery scar I tried to hideNow is where I come aliveI become the ruin
No escape inside my nameI was always built from flameI become the ruin — I don’t break, I reign
No more runningNo more fearEverything I was disappears
Let it fallLet it burnThis is what I’ve come to learn
I become the ruin, I become the painBut I would choose it all againEvery ending that I faceOnly strengthens what I becameI become the ruin
No escape inside my nameI was always built from flameI become the ruin — I don’t break, I reign
I am what remains…
