Lyrics
I tried to fix what made me wholeBut lost the pieces of my soulEvery version I becameJust learned to wear a different pain
I held the light until it burnedWatched every truth I knew get turnedInto something I can’t denySomething I no longer try to hide
If I was meant to stay the sameWhy does nothing feel like changeI see myself inside the cracksAnd I don’t want to take it back
This is the shape of ruin I acceptEvery scar I never leftI don’t fear what I becomeI feel alive inside the numbThe shape of ruin
No more running from my skinI let the darkness pull me inThe shape of ruin — I won’t break, I bend
I stopped pretending I was cleanThere’s beauty in the in-betweenEvery fracture tells me moreThan anything I knew before
I used to fight what I becameNow I answer to my nameCarved in ash and carried slowIn places only I would know
If this is loss, I call it truthIf this is death, I call it proofThat everything I tried to beWas just a path returning me
This is the shape of ruin I acceptEvery scar I never leftI don’t fear what I becomeI feel alive inside the numbThe shape of ruin
No more running from my skinI let the darkness pull me inThe shape of ruin — I won’t break, I bend
No more shameNo disguiseOnly truth behind my eyesLet it fallLet it stayThis is me in every way
This is the shape of ruin I acceptEvery scar I never leftI don’t fear what I becomeI feel alive inside the numbThe shape of ruin
No more running from my skinI let the darkness pull me inThe shape of ruin — I won’t break, I bend
I am the shape I tried to erase…
